Nox Aurea

As I reflect my past
I memorize the nights in solitude
When my only friend
Was the dagger at my heart
And the essence of red streams,
Which I released from the prison of my veins,
Mirrored the lone trust I ever felt
Because my only friend was Death
The silent screams of my aching heart
Was buried into everlasting stillness
And the pain I suffered every day
Was unseen in the dark chambers
Which was my very soul...
But in solitaire hours in the dead of night
I stared deep into the ravenous abyss
And as I float into qliffotic tunnels
I saw them, eleven shadows from beyond
In their black oceans I drowned myself
And so, I was reborn as a Spirit
What I saw in the depths