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Why is this happening to me?
I've been back in time
And feeling ties are much too strong
and theres a wolf inside
and lately he's been shaking all night
and I wonder how he could have let you die
hold on strong and behold from the life you leave behind
this could be catastrophic mind pollution
what you had was real to me, ooh yeah
why is this happening again?
I've been ostracized
and I cant seem to calm you down
Im still your father child, whoa, whoa
and lately he's been shaking all night
and I wonder how he could have let you die
hold on strong and behold from the life you leave behind
this could be catastrophic mind pollution
what you had was real to me, ooh
and oh not again
this is not my memory
taken from my friends
and lately hes been shaking all night
i wonder how he could have let you die
(random gibberish til end)