To Die For

All I need is anything
that makes me feel alive
to end this pain and suffering
that others may call life
and when the wave
comes crushing in
I cry from within
Too much ain't enough
I reach the peak of ecstasy
my way back down begins
so much for the luxury
it's payback time for sins
another wasted youth
another way to get kicks
to escape the truth
I don't regret
I won't forget
The vivid high I never thought that I could get
the highest high
the lowest low
the mirror lies and never lets me go