Flipper

I?m all alone in my room
I?m sitting here near the shelf
I see the mirror on the wall
The things I do are not for my health
I live alone with my lies darker than any night
A fear so real I might die from fright
Until...someday
So I reach for my death, yes it?s the ultimate one
The needle shines sharp deep gleam into my skin
I feel the relief, I lose all the pain
And when I open my eyes it comes back right again
I start to scream deep from inside
But all that noise just won?t seem to hide the fact that
Someday someday
So here I sit the bliss lost once again
My mind conjures up images once known as sin
I gather strength to look outside