Gorguts

Lie in my bed
Waiting for my fate
Will I live again
Or is it too late?
Fight this unbearable war
That I didn't choose
So how can i know,
If I win or loose?
Scream to bear this pain
Thats enough to go insane
Tons of questions are in my head
And the only answer I found is death
Intoxicate my body
To leave the stage of agony
In hope of getting a ease
I'll never loose the vicious disease
Treatment is always the same
No results are yet obtained
I'm digging a grave in my bed