Yo La Tengo

I've spent my life trying to understand
Just how my life lead to where I am
But it leaves a bitter taste
And it feels like such a waste
I am so totally vague
Betray the dark line, see if I care
I loved you when I was young but no more
So burn down the fireman's fair
Memory plays its tricks on me
In my mind's eye I claim to see
I'm losing every race I run
Making misery out of fun
So bulldoze the new road
They're driving, slash the beanbag chair
You held me for so very long but no more
So burn down the fireman's fair