Jedi Mind Tricks

(chorus)
Torn apart now
I cannot have this combination
And fusion, of your elixir
Torn apart now,
These are the choices we made
Do i swallow or walk away
(verse 1)
Yeah, most of my adult life I've been torn into two
If you love me, then I love you and this song is for you
It's tight hard when you know what you *SICK*(said)
And your shorty seein' you as an emotional wreck
The closer I get, it's like the farther I feel
And my heart has turned into this heavy armor and steel
It's hard to be real, hard to listen to the dumb shit
And I take a lot of pills 'cause it numbs shit
I wish I had another path to follow
Wish that I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle
A graphic novel, my future a box or an urn
Havin' dreams about death, but I'm not that concerned
And I'm diseased, through the seasons they turn
Watchin' leaves from the trees turn diseased and they burn
I'm eager to learn, but I'm holdin' my breath
And everyday alive is just another closer to death
(chorus)
Torn apart now
I cannot have a *THIS COMBINATION*)
Confusion, of your related
Torn apart now
These are the choices we made
Do I follow or walk away
(verse 2)
Yeah, I've been alive longer then I expected to be
And took care of everything that's expected of me
Took care of my girl and my mother
I told her that I'm always here and I love her
I handle shit differently 'cause I'm grown now
And the truth is that I'd rather be alone now
I'd rather not have to deal with the day
And I hate when people ask me how I'm feelin' today
My brother Rasul, we had a beef and grudge