Year Of Desolation

My love for you is nothing but a myth now, I have died over and over again for these fucking emotions.
Sacrifice is what is bleeding my heart, why?
Wont you reveal your whole true self?
Reputation of lies, legitimate accusations of you, a testament to the strength of despise in an elaborate plan to execute me through you.
Your face wont haunt my dreams, your touch wont burn my skin, your voice wont deafen my ears or belittle my being because now youre dead.
Ill remold this life from nothing, I will arise to a new plain of consciousness above your own pathetic life.
Ive found a true place in this world.
I am stronger now, I am beyond all of your fake ambitions my soul burns with the new found strength of solitude.
Now that I no longer drink from your well, Ive grown stronger.
I AM stronger.
Now that my bloods free of your poison, now that my hearts cut from your strings: my pulse is harder.
Ive grown harder.
You once said: I was your everything.
Now youre my nothing.
[ Erasing Your Existence Lyrics ]