Deviates

she said, "Face your fears and come with me.
take a chance and take my hand so you can see
everything you know you'll never have,
everything you know you want but fate killed your plans."
fill this hole inside of me
i can't stand the ache this pain is killing me
those who have suffered will understand
that pain is welcome when it's all you have left
come and die with me
let's see what we can't be
come and die with me
now is our chance to know how it feels to be free
i'm alone but not alone
you're welcome here but we're on our own
it's the test we were bound to fail
i've watched the strongest crumble and seen their weakness prevail
the give and take, the grip and strain
the hopeless sincerity we played and lost or so it appears to me
to be that way i cant hold this smile - i cant hide this pain
come and die with me
lets see what we cant be
come and die with me
now is our chance to know how it feels to be free
im in search of a second opinion a way to escape this situation
the list of wrongs i write no one can read i know the scars are shared
but we can never speak holding on - holding in the ache lulls
and then i see you again its a pain id never trade for anything
i can smile outside i can smile and say im alright
the give and take the grip and strain
hopeless sincerity we played and lost or so it appears to me
to be that way im always praying for things that will never change
come and die with me
lets see what we cant be
come and die with me
now is our chance to know how it feels to be free
( come and die with me ) so free from all this shit
i'm not content alone and not pleased with your distance
come and die with me now is our chance to know how it feels
to be free