Vacant Stare

Wonder back to where you were at, you'll find me
You fucking idiot what you got see
Wasn't really me just a shadow of what I could've been
And then multiply
Into a ruthless, an over bad, another sad
Then I cut myself out the way
Of conflicting views (that were) stirring up truth
I can't get it right
Turning back on myself is the hardest thing
I could have possibly done
With the will to change I've got no one to blame and
I'm telling you this is?
Why, do we always try?
Do we always try?
To cover up our mistakes
To try and be what they'd expect
As I wonder back myself I get full of wealth
Knowing I am right out of sight
Feeling calmer, don't know how to use this
Too busy trying to fucking well abuse this
That I find myself flipping a coin
On my personality whom I gonna join
This is what's wrong this not strong
I can't explain it
So who you gonna blame it on
Turning back on myself is the hardest thing
I could have possibly done
With the will to change I've got no one to blame and
I'm telling you this is?
Why, do we always try?
Do we always try?
To cover up our mistakes
To try and be what they'd expect
Find a way to find yourself
And mind you don't fall
I'm not sure I like what I found so
Be careful of your height and say I'm all I am
Cause the fact of the matter is what you see and you get
Isn't always true for me
I lie to the back of my teeth and your never gonna see me
Cause I cover it up with expression
Would you call me a fool cause I'm questioned?
And you never gonna break this
Cause the face who takes this space is under pressure
Everyone shows a gesture
By changing the mask I wear am I a lesser?
Oh, and when I get low
I can not stay this way why can't you see?
Its easy to delude yourself in thinking this is who I am
Get
Get back
Get
Get back further
Get
Get back
Get
Get back further
To cover up are mistakes
To try and be what they'd expect
Expect to see and find
Expect to see and hear
Expect to be and do
But know one said it be easy
But no one said it be easy
No one said it be easy
No one said it be easy
No one said it be easy
No one said it be easy
No one said it be easy
No one said it be easy
No one said it be easy