Useless Id

On which side am I?
This one or that one
Im so messed up
And I cant fuckin understand
Whats going on
Ive found myself
Caught in a position - once again
That Im not sure
If thats the way
That I wanted it to be
And Im so confused
I was sure were going
In a special direction
I guess I was wrong again
Cant seem to find an answer
Or salvation
The TV is shut
Yeah, Im alone again
Thinking of where I was
Where Ive been
My walls are white
But i see only black
It cant be you
Cause I dont think
That your shadow
Is that big
And Im so confused
I was sure were going
In a special direction
I guess I was wrong again
Cant seem to find an answer
Or salvation
Sometimes it feels so weird
And I dont know what to decide
This side or this side
My mind is so messed up
Can I manage on my own?
Or do I need you by my side
To help me clear my doubts
And to find my way out
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