Trapped Under Ice

When I lost you, I lost my mind
Depression spread like disease
Blinded by hate I cant see a thing
So Ive been swinging my fists at everything
in the dark
No love for me
Did what I could to preserve what should have been
I just wanted to live my life
Without disruption
Escape the ways of my self destruction
Its that kind of life I try to lead
But theres a ghost in my brain that wont let me be
Keeps haunting me
No love for me
Did what I could to preserve my sanity
Ive been looking for love
In all the wrong places
Dealt some dirty hands
Ive been dealt some dirty faces
I keep looking for love
In all the wrong places
Keep eating from the dirty hands that feed me
God knows no love for me
I cant escape the things Ive done
Trapped under ice my brain is numb
No love for me
Ill find my love in the street
Fighting and stealing - give me some kind of feeling
Cheating and lying - find me in the street dying
[ Evelyn Lyrics ]