Thurisaz

My blood runs cold, my heart is silent
Rumours around me slowly fade
Clouds are forming and going away
Circadian rhythm won't lead me today
Searching a way out of this nothingness
The ultimate ride to escape from reality
Senses are fading, emotionally numb
But no salvation until it is done
Standing on the edge I look back on my life
Fearing the moment that's bound to arrive
How will I know what to do
How will I know what to say to you
When all is done
The ever-returning stench of existence
Smacks back in my face
The empty void that is humankind
Standing on the edge I look back on my life
Fearing the moment that's bound to arrive
Not knowing how or where to go
Ignoring all thoughts emerging from the past