Thin Dark Line

I'll never understand how it got this far but it did.
You're my little secret, yeah my deepest and darkest.
Quickly pick you up and put you on the shelf so I can forget.
You're my little secret, yeah my deepest and darkest.
Picture-perfect turbulence.
10,000 beats overdue I'm paralyzed.
For what it's worth, I'm sorry.
For what it's worth, I've been thinking, karma's velocity caught up with me.
For what it's worth, I'm sorry for myself.
Just in case I forget about it, you've got a little secret for me.
We've all got our problems, but I'm gonna make you pay for yours.
Quickly pick you up and put you on the shelf so I can forget.
You're my little secret, yeah my deepest and darkest.
I've got a 45 and two bullets and I doubt anyone would miss you.
And I know how to use them both.
I've been misled and misleading.
(For what its worth, I'm sorry. For what its worth, I'm sorry for myself)
(We've all got our problems, I'm gonna make you pay for yours.)