Theory In Practice

The instinctive hope faded, all causes lost
Repeated fatalities erased all sense of will
Nothing pleased me, I longed for loneliness
Alone with my visionary dreams of darkness
Surrounded by failure, my mind bleeds with bitterness
Im let down by life, how can I go on
All my thoughts gathered, I concentrate on dying
Impure speculations rise within to dominate
These thoughts are suicidal breeding on deep depression
Im ruled by this wicked urge to perish, end this living lie
Convinced I want to die, I put my theory in practice
Convinced, I put my theory in practice
Crossing the border between present and non-existent
Plunging into an eerie abstract dimension
Though Im carnally gone, depression remains
Let down by life and deceived by death
I cant free my soul from the failures
Out of reach from myself, cannot touch, no longer feel
Arguments for the cosmic creation
Pathetic, end this living lie
Convinced I want to die, I put my theory in practice
Convinced, I put my theory in practice
[ Theoretical Conviction Lyrics ]