Tapping The Vein

I am wearing this weight Again
It cuts like it did then
It's consuming all my thoughts
and swallowing me Again
And what you see is what's left of me
but I'm here
I didn't think I'd scare very easily
but I fear this thing
It is wearing me out and thin
Paralyzing me Again
It was vicious all the way here
I am barely alive
I wish you love
With anyone else but me
I wish you love with anyone
And all I can do I will do for you
If I'm here
I promise you I'll remember you
While I'm here
I wish you love Again
I am surrendering me
Surrendering mine