Shotgun Rules

This has always been the solution.
Now I wait for the bitter ending and the solace it will bring.
I need to rid myself of this, after one last time
My past recurs and I await your arrival
Heres hoping you lost your way, but I left the light on just in case
Times up Im about to cut these ties before you have the chance.
Youve led this dance but the song is about to end.
If theres martyrdom in self-control, then Im the new jesus
And what if I would say its over?
That your guidance is no longer welcome here?
Your guidance is unwanted.
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