Shinedown

I lie here alone and wonder why
That I come alive, just before I half to hide.
(Pre Chorus)
Because I believe I'm losing my nerve
But could I ever do better than this
(chorus)
Because all I ever wanted was a place to call my home
To shelter me when I am there and to miss me when I'm gone
All I ever wanted was a place to call my own
Where stars may dance and sun still shines and the storms feel free to roam
I listen if only for a while
But I can't decide if I'm aware that I'm on trial