Sworn Enemy

I lived life faithfully, I dread each breath that I take.
I've found this path to nowhere,
No where hell I can't escape.
Someone save me from this dream,
Every morning that I wake,
I wish things could've been different,
Is there something that could be changed?
Reaching out the the heavens,
I see a falling sky.
Visions of blood red images fill my mind.
Reflecting on my life,
From the day I was born and how it all fell apart.
I never tought my life would be such a mess,
God please help me.
Everyday I'd live for what I'd like to know,
My life leading up to the end.
You said that I was your son,
But what son would have to suffer like this.
Is this my destiny,
I was chosen to be the shepherd of this land ?
Lead you all to the shining light, so serene,
Why have you chosen me?
Why not you, why not him, what prophecies,
Hold me above my head?