Susperia

Oh distant memory, where have you been and gone
As I turn back to see, you're still not there with me
I know you'll never come and I will live with that
But if you one day come, I'll no longer be the one
Wait in line this fight is mine
Trust my words it's not your time
Feel my rage to go run and hide
Hate yourself you have no pride
I said some time ago I'd be the first to leave
And when it all went wrong I had myself to blame
I can't take it when I need to take it
I an wanting everything I'm so alone
To wait for you is all that I can do
I need to be with you or die alone
What's alive and what is not
To be real comes down to how you feel