Submersed

My minds dark and dusty
Do not disturb on the door
I lived in this madness,
And wondered what it's all for
I've held onto my problems,
When I should,
Have let them go
I'm weak from the Hatred that,
I have come to know
This isn't what I wanted
What I need now is you
Falling,
Drowning,
As my weight is breaking through
Help me I'm falling
When I think of how cheap,
The price of fame has become
Is it all worth it
To try and be number one
It's hard to remember who I was,
When this began (When this all began)
It's hard to take the lessons that I've learned,
And make amends
This isn't what I wanted,