Stay Gold

Phone cord wrapped around my wrist its been like this for nights. Through all the good times the only things I can recall are the fights. Cant you see Im pushing you away youve been too close for too long, all the time we try to reconcile things always end up wrong. Until the end you held onto my hand I wasnt quick enough to slip away. Laying down right next to you caressing curves from hips to side, not knowing if I should stay or run into the night. So I just self-destruct maybe this blast will be enough. Then you grab the loose end of my sleeve and whisper please dont leave. Im not strong enough to hold onto this. Only cowards make their choices out of fear. Im smart enough to hold on to you, I guess its just my luck... couldnt we have met next year? Just cause I know Im wrong now doesnt mean Ive never felt the thrill of hurting you. Well I think kind of strange that the best feeling I can name is waking up alone. Knowing no one is shedding tears over actions that I choose
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