Stabbing Westward

I am not here
I think I've never been here at all
or ever will be
I feel like a place
where no one goes anymore
Why can't you see that everything's broken?
Why does it seem this life's turned gray?
I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe that I am real
It seems so bizarre
But none of this matters
Thoughts disappear, hope has died
Now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here
Why can't you see my need for forgiveness?
The truth and the lies confused as one
I can't believe in anything sacred