Spiritual Beggars

Nominate myself for what I want to achive
Form my surroundings in relation to the seed
Smiles swims in a muddy breath
thirsting pulsating blood
What else can I do, than to feed me with a bigger thirst
But I wonder why tears run dry
Mind control
well I think Ive lost mine
Lets climb the holy mountain
and eat the stars
Under the wisdom tree
well drink the weeping grass
I need my fire drug
to feel the flood
Im selfdestructive baby
But a friendly one
You better leave me here alone
I need this night to heal my world
Send me a smile and Ill get bye
But let me drink my wine tonight
Too late to turn back pages
ambush, a part of my life
Nowdays the sun wont shine
Cos like my head, its lost in a cloud
My heart is broken baby
but still its pounding
Too long with pills and booze
my short-memory aint what it should
[ Send Me A Smile Lyrics ]