Spineshank

It starts to tear me down
Destroyed by what i create
It left the nerve exposed
Feels like a lost cause
Frustration's all i have left
It's what reduced me to this
Turned me against myself
It's still a lost cause
I can't keep doing this to myself
But it's the only way to forget who i am
Your disability
Kept pushing me away
It went beneath what's so real to me
And threw it all away
I underestimated
The lengths that you would have gone
To deny who you are
You threw it all away
I will keep doing this to myself
'cause it's the only way to forget who i am
I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine all mine now