Smile Empty Soul

I've always tried for the best
I never wanted everything to end up so confusing
If all my life is a test
I never thought that God would find my failure so amusing
Give me something good and I'll fuck it up
All my life I've tried but never had much luck
To be happy but I guess it's just not meant to be
I'm gonna die a loser
I'm sorry, family and friends
I always wanted to be something you could all be proud of
But all I am is a mess
And you still give me every chance in the world and all of your love