Smile Empty Soul

The air is cold , I'm getting old and going nowhere
This job is shit, I want to quit but money is scarce
I'm on my knees begging please but you don't care
Every day seems the same, another blank stare
All I want is to breathe
To feel there's a part of me that still believes
In all my hopes and my dreams
To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again
I hate this town and all the sounds that drive me crazy
I want to run or buy a gun but I'm too lazy
I feel so dead, I feel so numb, nothing phase me
Check my pulse but nothing's there, I think I'm fading
All I want is to breathe
To feel there's a part of me that still believes
In all my hopes and my dreams
To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again
Out to sea, nothing but waves to surround me
And all I feel is pain, it's the only thing that is real
And all I need is time to reflect on the life I lead
I'm lost at sea nothing but ocean to drown me
All I want is to breathe
To feel there's a part of me that still believes
In all my hopes and my dreams
To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again