Sorrowstorm

Frozen to death in the dead of winter, showered with blood and sores
Entangled in vines and needle-like thorns
Entering a world which is not of my own
Passages of darkness are met by a doorway
The light is shining from the inside
And in my hand is a frozen key, I open the lock of this terrible dream
Chanting the last passages before me!
Love is locked in impermeable rooms, denying my entry
Prisoner of sin, false-witness, and fear
And then the tragic misfortunes return to me.
You liar, destroyer, despise you, Lucifer, until your death
Waking up, the pain is gone, yet I still cry
Frozen tears, the sky is black, the night I fear
Reality seems like a blow to the head with a mace
and even in dreams, the pain that I feel has a wretched face
Lonely life, the nightmare ends, yet I still cry.
Endlessly, is this another fantasy.
Cross on my wall, why do you stare at me?
What have you done for me to spit on my savior
You were rejected just like me.
What do I do to be saved. Saved from this frozen death
Follow me home. I'll make you fishers of men.
Sell your possessions and walk with me
Other gods are sitting beside me
Hammering idols is now your mission
Lord, I besiege you, for now I am yours
Spirit of God, direct my paths, and make me complete
Waking up, the pain is gone, yet I still cry
Frozen tears, the sky is black, the night I fear
Reality seems like a blow to the head with a mace
And even in dreams, the pain that I feel has a wretched face
Lonely life, the nightmare ends, yet I still cry
Endlessly, is this another fantasy?
Will I ever find peace?
Will I ever find peace again?
Satan, I despise you