Smoke Or Fire

Let those feelings go.
Because I let those feelings go
from the inside and I still can't find a
decent reason to be anywhere.
If I could fill this hole on the inside,
I'd trade the Charles for the James
so I wouldn't have to see this snow.
It gets cold looking in from the outside.
It gets cold looking out on the world.
It gets cold looking in from the outside.
It gets cold looking out on the world.
I spent a long time sitting on the back porch
thinking to myself, looking in from the outside.
I spent a long time looking for a place in my family,
always looking in from the outside.
I spent a long time looking for the words,
no matter what I say, I'm looking in from the outside.
I'll spend a long time wandering this world.
And it gets cold.