Smogus

I was looking at my face staring back at me
look at the mirror hating everything reflecting me
couldnt believe what the whole world has done to me
it was me, me, me all that I could see
I was in trouble, I was in pain
I was playing at the edge of going insane
damn I got stuck, Always bad luck
couldnt see all the people who were backing me up
After crying and long years of hiding
I was recognising the cycle Im in
all this aching Im done with this faking
this sadness Im breaking
again Ill begin
I blamed, the whole community
for all the shit surrounding me
thats why I got his hate in me for life
so I start looking back at me
I take responsibility
thats why I feel this sympathy for life
Suddenly I loved life again
suddenly I even laughed again
finally I could breath again, sleep again
I could even eat again
Life didnt seem so bad to me
I got a great band, friends and a family
and a lovely girl taking care of me
was it me screaming "life aint fair to me"
Past is just baggage you take on this voyage
nothing put a package thats making you strong
just have some faith in the choices youre making
where ever theyll take you
its where you belong
Why cant I just see that
My worlds spinning just for me
I am a part of life
I am sick of blaiming
Everyday the same accusations
My whole lifes a lie
My world is spinning just for me
[ Just For Me Lyrics ]