Sevendust

What was I searching for?
In God I trusted to heal all the open sores
Seeing an open door but dying inside
Before I was even born
Unlearning seeing the clock stop turning
(My conscience breaks down)
See and believe it's me now it's never over
To see and believe it's me now it's never over
Now I'm holding
Tears of guilt from inside
Still I try to love
Wrong deceived and cursed out loud
I've earned them all and I'm not proud