Scars Of Life

I feel it all surround me
Breathe all your hate into my lungs
I know that you can't stand me
Cannot help the way that I've become
But all I wanted to be was
So much more than I am now
It doesn't even matter
The thoughts from you were just so loud
I'm not afraid
I've been here for so long
Escape from me
My world is breaking down
I try to see right through this
But I think you know the way I feel
Cannot see beyond this
It all just seems so unreal
So hard to peel
This mask of you that's on my face
I feel it running through me
Those thoughts of you that I disgraced