Ruiner

Maybe if I said something a bit more meaningless than possibly I could make my father proud of the things Ive done. Throw blood, reckless, onto paper. You cant expect me to take the same roads so many have crawled down before.
I am fine with dying regrets- as long as Ive never stopped- making attempts at the sky and tearing down the stars. It never felt right to sit back- letting life pass me by. Saying I could have, would have but never fucking tried.
Ill take my chances with the late nights, the bitter arguments. Well get by on the skin on our teeth... Ive never needed more Ill take my chances with the harsh criticism and the failed relationships. Well get by on the skin of our teeth... Ive never needed more.
I have it all, I never needed more than a bag full of clothes and a fucked up van. Just give me 20 minutes to sweat out the feeling... give me 20 minutes to run my self dead. This is my outlet, this is my mid life crisis. Though it started at 16? I don?t plan on seeing 30.
Ill stays thankful for the hand outs, thankful for the chance
[ The Lives We Fear Lyrics ]