Refused

the weight of my words is not enough to make up for the words I didn?t say
i?m sorry - didn?t wan?t to close the door
just afraid to suffocate inside this these arms where i?ll find comfort
I will try not to break another mirror because that would be that I only break myself
my eyes have never felt so soar - if I had only known more
self centered - myself to blame - death is fucking you insane
a selfish boy with fear and doubt afraid to let it inside
I promised myself that I wouldn?t break it another time
no questions asked through all the time - just answers taken