Remembering Never

i pictured a place that is and always will be heaven
to the eyes ears nose and mouth
but most of all my dying heart can soothe and regain its love and affection for all
but especially you
there's a special place knowing no end
to me myslef and whatever i become
this thing inside that ticks away
ticks slower with each comming day
but this place reminds me i am loved but not wanted here
eyes sulk with the burden of never-ending tears
i am loved but not wanted here
pain is only the beggining which binds us all together
the meadows somewhere will appear and everything will be all right