Rotten Sound

Alone in my mind I know that someone else is in control.
My will was altered for the first time before I learned how to doubt.
My will to live is almost gone; there is no need to suffer anymore.
Deep down in my brain I am becoming more afraid.
There must be someone else in charge of my inner self.
My will to live is almost gone; there is no need to suffer anymore.
Lies inside my pitiful head are what I need to go on.
My will to give has gone and I am alone in this oppressing world.
Demons from the past shall eat me alive at last.