Rootwater

When I go my way
I'm realizing that
I go to nowhere
I see the past
All my ways I've walked
All my ends I have met
Sacrifices I have made
Turned out to be
Illussion not the real thing
Like a view of desert water
World hide the nothingness
Among the lights
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know if I'm dying
I stay in the place
Of the damned
I've roused myself to life
Among the fearsome space
Where demons act the trees
The night plays the day
I know I have two ways, I can
Proceed the chosen one
To stay in the dream, forget the truth
To desert it
I will gather gold to form
My personality
I'll set up the monument
For a man I've never been
And when I feel when I feel
When I feel the weariness
I'll go as far as I can
Until the death
Feeling no fulfilment
Standing on the edge
I will look for the sense
And the real taste