The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

A silhouette waits outside my window
I jump up and I shout to see if you're there
There's nothing but cold sharp air
I wake up
Another day without you
Take a breath from cigarettes
I got time to spare
It's better when you're not here
Say you love me
You can lie if it is comforting and I won't even mind it so bad
Won't even find it so sad
Please see that I've changed
I sealed the cracks in my window panes and I won't even mind it so bad
Won't even find it so sad:
I'm not sick
I'm not weird
I'm simply in love
You must try to understand you were sent from above
You say you hate me well that's just fine