Pestilence

Trapped in onself
Neuro signals distorted
To become a hazard to yourself
Mental thoughts aborted
Emotional disruptance
Slice my flesh up to maim
Suppressed by medication, help me
Dreaming the dead in lucidity
Neuro Dissonance
Thought patterns in an illogical trial
Are scanned with human technology
Unravelling the secrets and details
Of the horror that's inside of me
Abnormalities rejected as just not true