Paradise Lost

I live all alone, I wonder why?
I live all alone, I wonder why?
See me shaking never making
All my life and there is no other way
til Im old enough and hit the ground,
Never choose, because Im here just to lose,
Besides a win would just release,
And just maybe solve my minor problems
Dont wanna seek, I wont make a demand,
Cause Im taking all the things
That prevent me from knowing the truth
Dont wanna seek, I wont make a demand,
Cause although my mind is breaking
My existence makes a channel for the pain