Paradise Lost

All alone beside myself
All alone beside myself
And Ive troubles on my mind
And Ive reached the depths of life
And I hear that deaths alright
Still Ill wait for you to try
When the dreams have been and gone
And the torment has begun
My emotions run
Cant get by with what Ive got
Always dwell on what Ive lost
Just a loaded gun
A symbol of my life, a symbol of my life
On the floor I crawl and writhe