Pain

I don't wanna touch what I can't feel
I don't wanna look when I can't see
Things are flying through my head
All the fucking lies that I can't stand
Someone wake me up from this nightmare
Before I'm gonna wake up dead
Every little thing that I can't control
Like a missile, seek and destroy
Cracking, breaking, I won't take it
Triggers my insanity
Trying to find the answers in my life
My mind is empty, my eyes are blind
I don't need your sympathy, don't want you to stare at me
Drowning in my hollowness
Scratch the surface, you will find, dead man searching suicide
It's a good day to die
Aiming for the things that I can't have
Aiming high and no-one cares
Turning up and tuning in
My own battle I can't win