Puffball

I?§?????e been put down and been the target of scorn.
So many times I?§?????e cursed the day I was born.
Tasted every taste and done all to the max.
I?§?????e survived this long thanks to pills and twelvepacks.
It?§????” all been hazy but one thing I know.
No use to fight it when you?§?????e sunk so low.
Can?§???? take the pressure so I bring out the torch.
Found my dead girlfriend on the front porch.
THAT?§???? WHAT DID IT FOR ME, THAT?§???? WHEN I LIT THE FLAME.
THAT?§???? WHEN PETROLEUM HELPED ME TO GET AFTERLIFE FAME.
I GOT BACK TO ONE, GOT RID OF ALL THAT?§???? BEEN WITH A MATCH AND GASOLINE..
Yeah I was put down and the target of scorn.
Sure I?§???? a coward but I don?§???? think you?§????l mourn.
The tastes I tasted was just to get away.
To escape the pain and block out the things you?§???‚¬ say.
I stand here ready with a can of sauce.
Self-inflicted combustion and you?§????“e the cause.
A gruesome sight but I won?§???? feel the flames.
The fire is the only thing that cleans the stains.
THAT?§???? WHAT DID IT FOR ME, THAT?§???? WHEN I LIT THE FLAME.
THAT?§???? WHEN PETROLEUM HELPED ME TO GET AFTERLIFE FAME.
I GOT BACK TO ONE, GOT RID OF ALL THAT?§???? BEEN WITH A MATCH AND GASOLINE..