Otep

I wish
I could have you
Here
In my clutches
To remove the excuses from your mind
To part that haze and slice your soul to pieces
To sing a lullaby as I tied you to the slab
To shave your head with a dulling razor
As you watch
In the splattered mirror above you
To break your ribs individually
With a rock hammer
To shatter your shin bones
With a shovel
To burn your fingers & toes
To a necrotic black
With liquid nitrogen
To crack your teeth
With a splintered club
To pierce your limbs
With a nail gun
To silence your cries
To laugh in your eyes
To sharpen my favorite slicing device
And take your arms ah the elbows
To keep u alive
For a few moments longer
To smell your fear
To cover your body
With kisses & kerosene
To watch u burn
As my human sacrifice
To hear you
Scream in agony
The popping
Of your flesh
Crackling
As it cooks
To feel your child smile
The one u betrayed
The one you took
For nothing
For selfishness
...in a
Pefect world
I would get
My wish.