Otep

He hurts me 'cause he cares
He hurts me and it's all my fault!
Roaches and cigarettes,
A sink of hungry dishes.
Flies in the afterbirth,
I miss you when you're timid.
Loving you is nothing new,
It's self mutilation.
I crave the pain, I'm so ashamed
But I love the stimulation.
The last time I died
The last time I died, wasn't nearly this much fun.
Welcome...
Welcome...
Welcome to the family
This drug addict,
Sex fanatic,
Alcoholic tragedy.
Welcome to the family
This drug addict,
Sex fanatic,
Alcoholic fantasy.
I fell down some stairs...
I ran into a wall...
He hurts me 'cause he cares..
It's all my fault!
He likes to kill small animals
And blame it on the weather.
Father was ___
My secret name was terror.
Loving you is nothing new,
It's self mutilation.
I crave the pain, I'm so ashamed
But I love the stimulation.