Nine Days

To watch the leaves grow on the trees with you is out of question
I walk into this summer all alone the usual session
You feel your instinct then you act but was it your intention
To leave me down and broken now you've ended our ascension, yeah
I still can feel the beach sand in my shoes, remember when
We talked along the ocean's song til blue from black fade in
But that was then I learned to live without you far within
I ask you why you're back to try to let me lose again
You brought me here, you wet my taste
You disappear without a trace
It wasn't me who made the call
Cause now I wanna be
Where you sleep
Where you laugh
Where you breathe
And I hate to say
Still I sway
Brown your eyes
Gone away
Should I feel some closure I deserve if that at least
And would you be so kind to show reasons for your release
You woke me up from a distant past I left behind complete
The message that you sent that night now falls to bittersweet
Was it me, my honesty
You fail to show I never know
It wasn't me who made the call
Cause now I wanna be
Where you sleep
Where you laugh
Where you breathe
And I hate to say
Still I sway