No Bragging Rights

I'm giving up on finding love,
At least until the smoke and dust clears so I
Can finally see for once true love,
Not something broken and mistreated from being alone.
I'm breaking every rule that I made,
Just to push you away.
I won't stop trying to find you,
I'll spend my whole life here searching,
But when the heart talks,
You better listen up, don't ever fall in love.