Negative

I've got a heroine in my veins
My body doesn't work
I've got a poison in my brains
I can feel the ?
Or I don't have a mom
I have a money
So why should I complain
It makes me happy
But still I feel the pain
Hey baby please wait
I must warn you
I wanna help myself
To find that way
I don't wanna feel the pain
I just want to be saved
I've been ?
Pretending feels like a real
I have a dream
Something we could be
I'd like to die
Or make a suicide
I don't have a home
Or place where to go
I have a money
So why should I complain