Negative

Autumn rain in December
Darkness offers company
Some part of me doesn't want to remember
How could I forget?
I don't wanna talk about of worse or of some better
Why can't we stay like this forever?
While the rain has become so much colder
Embracing past it's not gonna last any longer
I keep on thinking
Thinking it's so relieving
To hear how you feel
To know that you're not rejecting me yet
Would you ever think of me?
You know I can't stand when you say so
Oh how much I hate...