My Shameful

Everything has become so meaningless to me
Grayness fills my days
Emptiness, all I have left
So very futile, it all is
The fight is gone from me
Darkness ate away me
Absorbed into itself
So pointless, is all our struggle
Why Wouldnt I just lay down and give up
Just to lie down, and wait
For the pain to end
With emptiness I fill my days
Im waiting, for so long Ill wait
What is there left to be saved now
What is worth being saved?
Night comes down on me
Cover myself in the dark
Feel no more pain
Night comes down on me
What will I leave behind
Dust and emptiness
Who will keep my wake
Who will keep my memory
Who will keep my wake
[ ...Of Dust Lyrics ]